Buy love/I had to tell so many prayers

We cannot make it alone - but together - we can do anything.

I reached the bottom and I traded love for anything

- buy my heart - buy me eyes - they have a price.

It wasn't silly thoughts in the middle of the night - but -

you fools you can't understand how badly I suffered 15 years from no-love.

Asked myself; should I take off my glasses?

Should I see the real world? It's painful living without love.

Still it's not a real world
Still it's not a real world
Still it's not a real world
Still it's not a real world
Still it's not a real world

I was looking for a home where my missing puzzle piece would fit

but I couldn't realise - understand - I was looking for a thrill -
since people couldn't understand me, but far from home I've seen 

that home is where you are and you feel free from white lies. No noise of what you feel.

I told them I can make it alone - I thought -
but I knew deep down that I cannot.

I was in need for love but I was so rebel  - I thought I can make it alone,

without realising together- with others - you can do anything.

I had to tell so many prayers when I was on the ground -

my knees hurt - aloud -

I prayed for - all the lovers - to bring the pieces back.

Old scars.

Asked myself; Should I wait?

Should I stay? It's hard anticipating for a hope.

Still I am happy I stayed
Still I am happy I stayed
Still I am happy I stayed
Still I am happy I stayed
Still I am happy I stayed

Cause inside of me, I knew I couldn't smile

when I was happy but I changed - I found - my - who I am.

Now - I can't hear noises cause I raised by myself 

the child I had inside - the child I used to be - outgrown somehow the limits I had.

Outgrown.