Buy love/I had to tell so many prayers

We cannot make it alone - but together - we can do anything.

I reached the bottom and I traded love for anything
- buy my heart - buy me eyes - they have a price.
It wasn't silly thoughts in the middle of the night - but -
you fools you can't understand how badly I suffered 15 years from no-love.

Asked myself; should I take off my glasses?
Should I see the real world? It's painful living without love.
Still it's not a real world
Still it's not a real world
Still it's not a real world
Still it's not a real world
Still it's not a real world

I was looking for a home where my missing puzzle piece would fit
but I couldn't realise - understand - I was looking for a thrill -
since people couldn't understand me, but far from home I've seen 
that home is where you are and you feel free from white lies. No noise of what you feel.

I told them I can make it alone - I thought -
but I knew deep down that I cannot.
I was in need for love but I was so rebel  - I thought I can make it alone,
without realising together- with others - you can do anything.

I had to tell so many prayers when I was on the ground -
my knees hurt - aloud -
I prayed for - all the lovers - to bring the pieces back.
Old scars.

Asked myself; Should I wait?
Should I stay? It's hard anticipating for a hope.
Still I am happy I stayed
Still I am happy I stayed
Still I am happy I stayed
Still I am happy I stayed
Still I am happy I stayed

Cause inside of me, I knew I couldn't smile
when I was happy but I changed - I found - my - who I am.
Now - I can't hear noises cause I raised by myself 
the child I had inside - the child I used to be - outgrown somehow the limits I had.
Outgrown. 

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